Saturday, March 28, 2009

the stubborn you vs the sober you

p/s: thanx to my darling twinnie for u-noe-what-u-did-to-me the last time we talked.*pouts*hihi~ i ended up coming out with this,bb,specially dedicated to myself,the stubborn mayo.but may i put the blame on u,huni?kekeke~

it is time to let go.
time to spread your wings and go further, deeper, and do better.

but you refuse to.


stubborn,i should say.
but you say 'ignorance is bliss'.
yet what's the point in staying if you feel no other than nothingness?
what's the point in holding on if you fail in every attempt you do?
what's the point in believing that everything will be fine, sooner or later
you cant see the end of your journey and you cant see the answers to all those questions?
then you smirk with sarcasm, but that is simply because
you admit it in you yet you are scared to utter it.
so, you close your eyes.

you stop thinking for a while and you breathe easy.
and you listen.
" the butterflies that choke you inside will disappear before you know it.the heartstrings of yours will keep you stronger than you've ever been.the pregnant sky will stop soaking you with its hurtful raindrops.the world will once again smile for you to see.if you just believe that there's a miracle somewhere along the line."
you laugh at this for you think it's weird and meaningless.
then why dont you just give it up?
just give it up.

for once.
why dont you?

why dont you lash out at yourself and think things through?
why keep on pulling a little prank on yourself and deny the sane you?

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